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What’s your all-time favorite album?

This is tough for me. There are a few contenders for my all time favorite. Resident Alien by Spacehog comes to mind because of a lot of nostalgia I have for it. I spent a lot of time as a teen singing the songs which were silly and catchy and fun.

I also have a lot of attachment to Alice In Chains’ Jar of Flies. I will stop and sing Don’t Follow every time and it is a song I just can’t interrupt. My all time uninterruptable song though is Nothing Else Matters by Metallica, although Ride the Lightning is my favorite album of theirs. That song is one of my favorites. I also adore Melanchollie and the Infinite Sadness by Smashing Pumpkins. That album has a ton of tracks and a lot of different styles and moods. There is a song for every occasion on that album. Such a great variety. Bullet with Butterfly Wings and Zero are more heavy rock, while Tonight, Tonight is almost a lullaby. 1979 is almost done like a dance tune with a hint of electronica. I could never get bored with it. Not every track is a winner, but a lot of them are.

Soundgarden Badmotorfinger is a favorite of mine. I probably listened to Superunknown more back in the day, but I like the rougher more experimental edge, the less refined and honed sound of the older album. I have even older albums, but Badmotorfinger has that right balance of production value meets edginess. Superunknown is catchy and polished, and Down on the Upside even more so, although I enjoy all of them. Limowreck is a favorite of mine, as is 4th of July, which is from Superunknown.

I also have to circle back to Spacehog. I do have a special place in my heart for The Chinese Album. Lucy’s Shoe is a favorite of mine. And there is something about the not so popular album. Almost like it is a secret, even though there are newer even less known albums. I liked the darker atmosphere of that one. It is still silly and light hearted, but there is a dark undercurrent to it.

Last contender for me, but definitely not the least, would be Radiohead’s Ok Computer. I never get tired of it, and none of the songs are skippable. I have to listen to it all the way through, it is a dramatic beautiful album, and like all the other ones a classic of nineties music.

I grew up in the nineties and I think going through a musical era as a teen does leave a footprint on your soul. I do like some newer, and some older stuff, I love David Bowie, and Led Zeppelin, Black Sabbath, and even some Lana Del Ray. So, I do like other stuff. But this is the stuff that grew as I grew.

This was in the cultural zeitgeist as I was becoming a young human. An honorable mention for me would have to be Oasis’ What’s the Story Morning Glory? I do have to say I did like The Masterplan with the B sides more, but there are still some songs like Some Might Say, and Champagne Supernova that I just enjoy the hell out of.

So, which would be my all time fave? My personal all time fave would have to be Jar of Flies, like Ok Computer, there isn’t a bad track on there, I get affected whenever I hear it. It is short but a good example of nineties rock with emotion. If I am not feeling silly, Spacehog, or sad, Radiohead, I think Jar of Flies has a good variety. Melanchollie and the Infinite Sadness has some tracks that are not quite up to par in between all the good ones, but there are so many you do get more time out of it than Jar of Flies.

But, my first instinct would be still Jar of Flies. I could recommend it to anyone. Whereas some people will never be able to tolerate Billy Corgan’s voice, although I don’t have an issue with his style, it isn’t for everyone.

I think the harmony in AIC is pretty awesome, and I get some not getting into Dirt because of all the drug references and oftentimes how bleak and depressing some of the songs can be, Jar of Flies does have some hope in it. It isn’t all doom and gloom. So, that will be my final answer, for now anyway.

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What Would Your Life Be Like Without Music?

I am listening to music as I write this. I often use music to write. Sometimes it sets a mood or inspires an idea or even can inspire me to go in a completely different direction. I like shuffling playlists. I enjoy the randomness.

Without music, life would be a lot quieter. My son is in a hard rock/metal/grunge band. So, there are guitar picks and instruments all over the place. So, I suppose I would have more space. I think life would be a lot more dull.

Maybe I would replace it with painting or some other artistic outlet. Maybe I would read more. Right now I am in the middle of so many books. I have like the reading equivalent of ADHD. Maybe I would finish writing a novel and have it be good. I don’t know though, because music is so integral to my process. I can’t imagine how I would do it. Or who I would be for that matter.

People who don’t like any music at all are kind of odd. I guess they have other hobbies. Maybe I would be into Anime. But then there is music in that. Maybe I would be more into color. That is the only thing that makes sense.

I would have to replace it with something else that affects mood. Maybe I’d have more pets. They are positive for mood, although one of my cats doesn’t like me to get any writing or recording done whatsoever. I couldn’t imagine having more like her and getting anything done. I like to listen to music when I clean the house too.

And it makes longer car rides enjoyable. If I still resembled me, I suppose I would go further into my head and just think internal musings and thoughts a lot more. When I rode public transit before I had earbuds I would take a book and sometimes just daydream out the window. I got some good short story ideas that way actually.

Eavesdropping on the other passengers and hearing snippets of their lives and how they interacted. I was like an alien studying earthlings and how they work. I was the type and still am if I am being honest, to put up high walls with most people. I don’t let many in, and it takes me a while to trust people. It is partly my personality, and partly from some not so great past experiences.

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Me trying to look very serious right now…

I hope everyone is having a spectacular weekend!

And I hope to try to write a short story before it is over…

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How Do I Relax?

I can relax in a few different ways. Sometimes it is as simple as taking a nap, or reading a book. Also, taking a hot bath with scented candles and just closing my eyes and letting my mind forget about everything is good.

Meditation can be good for stress relief. It can be hard to shut down my thoughts and it can take a bit to get to a place where I can just be.

When I get there though, it is peaceful and I can just imagine myself laying on a beach listening to the surf come in and out, rhythmically matching my breathing. I can smell the salt in the air and feel the cool breeze from the gentle wind. I can almost hear the seagulls crying.

I have a vivid imagination, but for me that is the most peaceful place I can just exist. Another option is in a wooded clearing with a creek or a brook going by and hearing the water rushing about and the songbirds chirping in the trees. I can just listen to the sounds of nature, very soothing.

Being outside and at the park is good as well. I like anywhere where I won’t be bothered by lots of people. I am not the most sociable. I need a lot of alone time to just chill.

Another way to relax for me is to watch a movie and eat ice cream. Something that is fun but doesn’t require too much thinking if I am stressed. It depends on my mood what I will watch. Sometimes I will binge a tv show if I have a lot of time and don’t feel well.

Or binge it over time, an episode a day. Also, timed writes or just journaling my thoughts or doodling little sketches can be relaxing for me. Sometimes I just need to get the thoughts out and then things are good.

Spending time with the kitties is a good stress reliever too. There is nothing quite like the unconditional love of a pet. They accept you as you are right now, no questions asked. They love you and don’t get annoyed very often, or for very long anyway. And, mine seem to know when I am having a rotten day.

They just know to be sweeter than normal. Especially the older cat. She will let you hug her, and cry into her fur, and she will purr and let you do it. She would have been an amazing therapy cat if she wasn’t so scared of people she doesn’t know. She is like a living stuffed animal, she will let you pick her up and hold her and she loves attention. She is like a Ragdoll breed in temperament.

The other one, is nice when she wants something from you. A little bit more transactional with KitKat, but if I am having a terrible time, she seems to be a bit nicer too.